Wednesday, December 28, 2005
jinx

i dislike people prying into my personal affairs, much as they do not realise the extent of their privacy. it's easier to just play dumb. now i wonder how i'm going to be able to look my parents in the eye and say, we've been talking about God and life all along. it's not that i'm ashamed of it. okay maybe i'm a little embarrassed to admit that i do think about such things. but ashamed? i'm not ashamed of being a christian. i just don't want to look all holymoly because i'm not.

and crap jan just told me there's math hwk. =( i shall drown my sorrows in more timtams. i can't do math! and i wasn't even paying attention for those chapters. as in, i was paying sub-zero percent attention. crap how am i going to do the tutorials without knowing what's going on? guess i'll ask my sister when she gets home from work and endure a long lecture about why i do badly in school, and why people who work hard get stellar results. she doesn't seem to have gotten the post-it note about stellar results needing a certain amount of grey matter.
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