Sunday, December 11, 2005
one and a half more days!

i had a lot to say about 'perhaps love', but now i can't seem to focus on anything, thanks to the combined effects of packing breathlessly and eating chocolates. i've got the unfortunate habit of holding my breath when i'm concentrating. which means if i'm playing a particularly hard piece of music, i tend not to breathe very much, and end up slightly dizzy at the end of it. unfortunately the same goes for solving math problems. i actually hold my breath til i'm done. luckily i'm so bad at math, i stop to think (and breathe) every few lines. so the last two hours of packing really did me in. still trying to catch my breath.

ah yes, perhaps love. takeshi kaneshiro is devastatingly handsome, especially in that cap he wears. i've always hated how girls swoon over heartthrobs, but there're no two ways about it; he's one. perhaps he was too distractingly handsome. the rather complex (to my confused mind) plot that involved a lot of flashbacks and scenes from the 'musical' would probably have been better understood if i hadn't spent quite so much time appreciating his very good looks. there is something to be said about the melancholic, brooding hero with hints of suppressed passion. i guess it's like falling in love with a lit candle set in a block of ice that only you can melt. love can be so tremendously powerful. that's probably the charm of the pensive, silent brooder with dark flashing eyes; it hints of more, and you wish you could be the one to see it. hah. i am going to watch it a second time when i come back, because i'm determined to figure out the real role of the funny guy who seems to be holding all these minor yet important roles. they should have used different hairstyles or something for each time period - towards the end it was really too confusing.

andddd i found my lip butter!!! i am officially over the moon. i thought i'd lost it, and they don't sell the melon seed flavour anymore, so i was pretty sad. now i can't stop smiling. oh dear.

half a night more, then a day, then a morning, then half an afternoon. wooohooo.

i love my friends very much, i really do. excerpt of a conversation:
sam: let's go swimming!
serene and nanz: yeah! when?
sam: friday? where?
serene: erhh. mello's place?
[turning to me] all three: eh can we swim at your house on friday?

i love them very very much. they're coming over tomorrow. while i pack and have piano, most probably. and attempt to finish my book review and three drqs. arghhhh. i don't have a problem with the book review, i just need to get down to it. but econs and i don't seem to go very well. i stood so long in line for 'unreasonable sarcasm' that i missed 'common sense' and 'logic'.
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