Tuesday, February 07, 2006
moi lolita

just woke up. listening to moi lolita. the lyrics are actually quite disturbing, but i like the song.

went to the doctor's today. he put a scope up my nose and down my throat and it hurt so much i was fighting back tears, trying to breathe. but at least i got to see the inside of my nasal passage all the way down before i die. apparently my nose and throat are sensitive. fantastic. add this to my multiple health conditions, and i hope i won't have children who'll inherit both my flawed personality and my flawed body. so now i can't eat anything sour/spicy/oily [read: nice] after 4 pm, and no food 4 hours before bed. i was like, are you mad?? most of my eating gets done just before bed! and i'm peranakan, i eat chilli and oily food the way vegetarians eat veg. bleaugh. i can't imagine dinner from now on. but thank goodness the doctor's a church friend.. consultation alone is 80-150 bucks, can you imagine that? well he's a specialist. plus the scope.. thank goodnesshe waived the fee for those. when i saw the price list, my mother had to pick my jaw up from the floor. but we still had to pay for the medication, of course. but still, phew. i hope one of my good friends becomes a specialist in ear/nose/mouth surgery or neurosurgery or something. it's that or i'll never visit a doctor again when i'm grown up.

trial run for x-c tomorrow. i volunteered to be an official, yay! hahaha. but i've promised to walk with marian if no one else goes.

actually, the concept behind lolita scares me. it's unnatural.
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