Friday, March 03, 2006
starless

nanz is sprawled on my bed, reading her lit text. see, we're so productive =D i tried doing my math homework but it took me a few hours to do a couple of questions. sighh. why do so many arts people do badly for math? besides the unfortunate fact that reduced usage of the left brain tends to atrophy it. i honestly don't remember being this bad in math when i was still doing tripsc. nevermind, God will make a way, somehow, someday.

i realise i'm a better aunt agony than friend. friends are there through thick and thin, but aunt agonies are only there when the going gets tough. somehow happy times don't seem so happy anymore. laughter comes easy, but it dies even faster. i remember the fading sunlight falling in through the glass panes, falling in slanted rays across the dusty tiled floor, spreading a soft glow over the scattered bits of souvenir, and the hot, humid, tired air clinging to our necks and fingers. the smell of kerosine and turpentine and gypsy rhapsody playing on the radio.. why don't some memories ever fade? i see you in every cloud in the sky, every star in the night. i guess we've just got too many memories to erase. laughing like we might never laugh again.

they painted the alternate walls a pale, sickly yellow. i am disgusted. it is an insult to a beautiful school. and the new green is two shades too light. who the hell decided on the paint, a colour-blind dottery old great-grandmother?
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