Tuesday, April 18, 2006
but i know i've gotta give it a try

i don't want to do napfa. =( if i were to list all my many various physical shortcomings, i would get depressed, so let's just leave it as that.

got home yesterday, bathed, ate, played the piano and went to sleep - all by 830. yayness. but i had to get up 3am to do my essay on angels in america. was interrupted somewhere around 11 plus by a call from bev - when i woke up, i thought i had dreamed it all, the whole conversation, the sleepy giggling and the way neither of us wanted to put down the phone. i'm pretty sure i still sleeptalk. but if i say anything, it isn't true.

desperately making plans for the future so that the present won't seem so hopeless. the young dream about the future; the old look back on the past. and somewhere in between, we're supposed to live our present. there's that song that goes, 'youth is wasted on the young'. maybe, but maybe not. we can't resist dreaming, that's for sure. incidentally, i decided today that i want two sets of twins! identical would be cute, but fraternal would be fine too. and i'll name them darrell and darren, and louis and louise. darrell can be either a girl or a boy (in which case identical twins would be cute), but louise will have to be a girl. or a boy-baby will get stuck with the name louise, and he'll grow up confused and tortured. louis, by the way, will be pronounced 'lou-ie' because i think it sounds cuter, it's all little-boy (louielouielouie see what i mean? versus lou-is) and angelic-sounding. and i've always had a weakness for the letters 'd' and 'j', just that i can't think of nice matching 'j' names, and anyway i don't want three sets of twins. so, tadah! four kids sounds like an awful lot, but they can't beat the football team that we've decided siti will have. =D

i don't want to do napfa =(
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