Tuesday, April 11, 2006
like a spanish guitar

just woke up. don't even know why i'm so tired. was really dazed during the lit presentation, i have this feeling i came off as really incoherent and ditzy. damn. then again, i probably am. another one tomorrow and no one knows the question. double damn. then again, with things being as they are these days (go to school, sleep, rush homework and various projects) i hardly have time to think too much.

i can't wait for friday!!! and sat!!

got a msg from my math tutor (during math, how coincidental) that she can't tutor me anymore, and i had to reply straight away so she wouldn't feel bad. this makes the second day i've had to msg in math, i hope i don't get kicked out of class and back into the lecture system. my math teacher looks at me like she knows me. she probably does. she looks really familiar, like one of those people you remember from your childhood. and she smiles at my mother like she knows a secret. on another person, i would consider that a smirk.

'smirk' is such a smirky word. that ironic little twist of the lips, the corner creasing slightly, that knowing, superior look.. i rather like smirks. they make you wonder what the hell the person's smirking at, what they're thinking of, although sometimes you just want to bash that person's face in. i don't think i can handle mockery this week. not til friday..

incidentally, something hilarious happened in school today. and people wonder why i'm deaf. shall go off to worry about tomorrow's presentation and get my math done. oh, and glue more hearts. i had an allergic reaction to them last night. i think it's rachel zeng's house's dust. the school dust doesn't make me itch. ugh head feels like it's being split apart with a particularly blunt axe.
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