Wednesday, April 05, 2006
sweet the sting
i think i sleep too much in a conscious effort to forget everything.
my new math teacher asked if i'm very stressed. i said that it's my natural expression. which is quite true. people are always asking if i'm okay. does it matter whether i am or not? i have to be. i'm just not a very cheery-looking person. i just didn't realise it until mari sketched me last year while i was staring into space. then when i saw it, i wanted to die, because i looked so impossibly sad. what's wrong with being sad anyway? some people just want to be happy. others know that it's an impossible state. there's no such thing as 'just being happy'. there will always be the bitter drop in your cup, and someone raining on your parade.
i'll be seeing everyone tomorrow. =) the one thought that keeps me going..
10:58 PM ;
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