Wednesday, May 17, 2006
and fighting all the demons will take time

so, i'm allergic to synflex. had a really bad allergic reaction to it during lit lecture, where i tried to make one packet of tissue last an hour, while my nose was dripping and i couldn't breathe and my eye was all itchy and swollen. slept for about 5 hours before i remembered to go to the doctor. now the nose is fine but my throat really hurts and the left side of my face is still swollen. this really sucks because all the other painkillers have stopped working. even arcoxia. and i don't want to rely on ponstan for daily use. i'll find out tomorrow if i'm allergic to ultracet.

sun / moon. fire / ice. gold /silver. i can't decide. each with its own fatal attraction, intrinsic latent danger. everyone loves a little aggression, because it's raw and intense and slightly animalistic, and you could burn together, smothered in your own fire. but there's something horribly attractive about a silent, cool stillness that draws you like a persuasive magnet. i really can't decide. maybe i should go back to sleep.

and are we ever, are we ever gonna learn to fly
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