Monday, May 29, 2006
barbed wire, baby

did a number of stupid things. well, there was an impressive range of 'extremely stupid' to 'mildly stupid'. got teased relentlessly by bev and nanz, but i don't really mind since iloveyouyoulovemewearehappyfamily. anyone else (outside of my immediate social circle / non-close-friend) who tries this stunt will be duly stabbed in the eye. i think i only do stupid things around them because i'm relaxed enough to be myself. oh dear, am i actually admitting to an inherent stupidity?

i use the words 'shit', 'sick' and 'freak' too much these days. as well as singlish slang. very, very bad habit that stems from a laziness to form full sentences and deliver them with proper enounciation. must correct this fault as soon as possible in order to avoid the appearance that i have indeed been changed by hwachong. although we all know this to be the case. previously, i would have answered 'imaginative' without much pondering to the 'imaginative vs realistic' question. well, i pondered last night, and came to the unfortunate conclusion that i am not one person. either that, or i am one person with an exceedingly unbalanced mind. or, possibly, i am one person with a balanced mind that has been split into two equally balanced but completely contradictory parts. oh, joy. realistic heart, imaginative mind. i think with my heart and feel with my brain. wait, do i even have a heart? *feels for a pulse* yeah i guess i do. i guess i should be grateful that jc life has made me even more cynical than before. that it robbed me of my delusioned fairytale dreams, my fondness for pastel colours and butterflies, and taught me an intense preference for black and bold rich colours. it was inevitable anyway.

and chris, why do you always call when i'm eating?? i know the heart calls to the heart, but i had no idea that the stomach calls to the stomach as well. anyway, i'm glad you called. even though it meant that bev now has three videos of me on her phone (she's obsessed with me, i swear. okay i'm kidding) and i'm looking extremely excited and motioning agitatedly in all three. oh, joy. thank goodness she will never figure out how to post it on the plc blog. but i love nachos with hot melted cheese.

oh and nanz, i shall get the sandals. =) oh happy day.
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