Thursday, May 25, 2006
thoughts from the more-or-less permanently drugged

i finally did the inevitable, considering my memory and the fact that i pack my school bag just before rushing off to school. i forgot to bring my painkillers, which i discovered at seven in the morning when i was digging around in the aforementioned bag for them. my sister was asleep (oh the joys of neither schooling nor working), and my mother was supposed to go for a conference. nonetheless, faced with the threat of my ocp-ing asap, she managed to bring them down for me. i guess i ocp too much. and so, i stayed the day, relatively pain-free. i seem to be more or less permanently drugged during the school term. if it weren't so near to the exams (okay, lit on sat that i'm starting to get stressed about), i'd just try to sleep it off instead of popping pills. but hey, it won't look good if i fail the blocks.

ah yes, lit. i don't know what's going on. i highlighted/underlined the first one and a half chapters though. and i think we're tested up to chapter twelve. hmm. shall read her lecture notes. and pray very, very hard. hopefully i'll be able to smoke my way through paper eight too. then we can go paint the town red on sat night! =D nobody's online. i guess they're all studying. damn. shall read her lecture notes.

my sister's not home yet. =( i wanted to tell her what happened in school today, but i'll probably forget by the time she gets back. i hate going home alone. am sleepy. must persevere. and find the notes to read.
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