Monday, June 26, 2006
the end is nearing.

okay, i'm in a hurry to eat dinner, so i'll do this quickly. (am in a fantastic mood despite initial moodiness because bev admitted that mark is geeky-cute in la vie boheme)

was sick yesterday, slept the entire day. that's probably why my mind was so active when i slept at night, because.. i dreamt i was being chased by nazis! honestly! i know my history is terrible, but it felt a lot like WWII. i don't remember much, just creeping silently, heart pounding, along dusty corridors of some huge school, trying to make my way to a trapdoor hiding a cavity above some rooms. guns. gunpowder. dust floating in the sunlight. blood on the floor. hushed breathing. murmurs. fear like a drug. mmhmm. oh and before that i was in the middle of this huge lush green field, screaming someone's name into the wind that tore my voice away. i think the person died trying to protect me. yeah. isn't it amazing? half the time i'm waiting for death, but in my dream i'm running away from it. maybe i don't want to die violently. maybe what i really want is peace. shall think about this another time.

okay gp sucked, end of story.

ooh, my gp teacher is marrying her gay best friend! i mean i thought he was her gay best friend, because gay best friends are such nice things to have. but apparently he's her straight fiance, since they're marrying. yup. i love weddings! they make me believe in love. somewhat.

now i have to rush out some math to ask my math teacher tomorrow or she'll know i'm a horrible slacker and i'll feel terrible. maybe i'll tell her i was sick. hmm. gahhhh. whyyyy do i do these things to myself?? could have just studied during the hols but nooo i had to get all distracted by sleep and draco and remus fanfics (separately). sigh.

oh and then i feel asleep. this time i dreamt that my sister knew about this blog and was reading it in my room. really weird, i know. i can't remember the rest of the dream now. chances are, it's probably been recorded in my memory as history anyway. this is probably why i come off as slightly deranged a lot of the time. oh and i sleepwalked the other night. yup. not sure about the sleeptalking anymore. i bet my roommates have a hell of a time listening to me pour out my undying love for some random fictional character or other.

i suddenly know what i dreamt of! i dreamt my sister bought me these mint slice timtam balls. hah! i shall tell her about it, but i bet she won't buy them for me =(
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