Saturday, July 15, 2006
of resolutions and not keeping them

for all my resolutions not to do things last minute, i'm still rushing late on a saturday night. forgot to get fat markers to write lyrics on mahjong paper, so i settled for a blue highlighter. forgot to zap some activity sheets so i'll have to drop by the office in the morning. what else did i forget? *panics briefly* ah well got to do math hwk now since i'm going with nanz for mellie's church's gospel rally tomorrow night. so much to do, so little time, Lord help me prioritise.

and if you wonder if i don't care, if maybe i forgot, well - i might have forgotten, i'm only human. but i do care. i just don't know how to go about it properly. maybe we should start again. start over, start better. i'd call, but i'm not sure if it's convenient. see, i don't remember that ever stopping me before. maybe it's time we did something about this huge, horrible, wall of ice that sprang up between us. because i still want to live with you someday. sorry i forgot. i don't know what's wrong with me. no wait i do. i didn't try hard enough to remember. maybe i'll call tomorrow night.

at the end of the day, i have to know what matters. what's it gonna be? which duty's call do i answer first?
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