Wednesday, August 23, 2006


i did not cry.

maybe it gets easier with practise, this art of saying goodbye. maybe it's because we hardly saw each other anyway. at least on a daily basis. maybe it's because there were so many people we didn't know there. (and janet made me hold hands with a stranger for the prayer because she claimed she has a boyfriend. i mean it's true that she has a boyfriend, but just because i don't have one doesn't mean i like holding strangers' hands. although to do him credit he didn't sweat all over my palm.) or maybe it's just because we didn't focus on the actual leaving. yeah, that's probably it.

don't think too much, don't care too much, just let go and drift, drift, drift. that's what they've been telling me all along. except i never wanted to hear it.

is it even possible for shallow and superficial people to become depressed?
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