Wednesday, September 13, 2006


there's just one phrase stuck in my head. a phrase i didn't even use today. 'master narrative'. omnious, significant, ironic, or just plain stupid?

it's plain to see that things are over, and i hate when things are over and so much is left undone. -- breakfast at tiffany's, deep blue something.

my father wants a big dog too. =D my mother still gets all happy when she sees the picture of my corgi puppy though. last night i dreamt that someone gave me a really chubby golden retriever puppy.. it was so fat it had a round face. and i was carrying it in my arms and it was all furry and warm and adorable. i am not usually the sort of person who cuddles, so i felt a bit unnerved when i woke up. pretty much an instantaneous blooming of maternal instincts hahaha. maybe a yellow lab might be nice. i could call it caramel. or honey. whenever i go to school past nine, i see these two maids gathered at the (closed) gate, with a pair of half-grown golden retrievers and a schnauzer. it's easy to see why golden retrievers are so popular. they're furry and have huge, adorable, intelligent eyes.

trying to figure out what isn't coming out for math and econs. obviously i won't be able to finish studying even the little i'm spotting. i'm just trying to avoid getting a single digit for either subject. so many things to do next week! cut hair. shop with nanz for her prom stuff ( i really don't know why she trusts me, i have the weirdest dress sense in the world). finish reading my library books. organise the stacks of papers in my room into something studyable. bathe page. yayness.

i don't know why everyone's so worried that i'll neglect page. are you kidding, jean gave her to me, she's the living breathing link between us. i'll keep her safely on my landing til the day she goes gently into the night. silent night? still night? i forget.

and yargh don't feel like studying. i sound like everyone else now, oh dear. (don't you think this quest for individuality is a little exteme, honey? hmm, not really. if it helps, my intensity in itself separates me from them.) this song is nice. love theme from romeo and juliet. piano version. i like the ornaments. my piano teacher always said i pay the ornaments too much attention, and ignore the main melody. but i think trills and the like are pretty and light and airyfairy. i think the alternative title is 'a time for us'. a time for us, someday there'll be.. yeah who are you kidding? he dies. she dies. maybe they meet in heaven, who knows. illicit love affairs. gah i have no sympathy for star-crossed lovers. but i still like the song.

when i grow up i'm gonna have two dogs and a cat! maybe two children seeing there are so many pets. and if i can afford to have them. or maybe i should get a husband as well, to help with the finances. hmm. dual-income families earn more, per head right?
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