Wednesday, October 11, 2006


the haze is really affecting me adversely. migraines, dry eyes and throat, the whole works. i feel a flare is imminent. damn. knew my good health wouldn't last. i'm back on painkillers. but now i feel all nauseous (from drinking too much water - but if i don't, the thirst gets really uncomfortable) and fatigued.

chris got my parcel. am incredibly happy =D sent off a letter/card thingy to jean yesterday (and oh gosh joan and i made a horribly embarrassing mistake ughh), it won't reach her in time for her birthday (because i forgot how long it would take) but oh well.

looking at babies on the bus always makes me want to have one of my own. it's almost impossible to looking at a sleeping or non-crying baby without a little smile twitching at the corners of your lips. it really is. i've noticed the same soft, unguarded and tender expression on loads of girls' faces when they gaze at babies. i'll probably adopt one in my late twenties, if i'm financially capable of supporting myself, my cat and dog and a kid as well. or maybe i should be one of those foster parents - but then they only want married couples huh. it'd be considered a dysfunctional family otherwise, no matter how capable and loving the single parent is.

getting your drift isn't difficult, sirius.. it's really more of a projection than a drift. i like that line - it comes from one of my favourite remus/sirius fanfics =D yes i spend too much time online reading fics. but what does anything matter anymore?
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