Saturday, November 04, 2006


lots of dogs on sale nowadays. i read the classified ads everyday just to see what's out there. my sister and mother want a beagle. i don't know what's with them and small dogs. i'm quite sure my father will side with me for a bigger one. saw a notice outside the pet shop downstairs.. a female lab cross, over a year old. described rather well by the previous owner. 2/3 the size of a normal labrador. but i'm afraid that it'll always be thinking of its previous owner. (yes i have issues, but i'll sort them out when i have to) besides, it's so pretty and sweet, i'm sure someone else will take her before my a's are over and i can officially go dog-hunting.

the day after my a's end, bev leaves. wonderful. she's the reason i don't want to reach the 24th. i don't quite care about the papers themselves. i mean, what will be will be. it's not like i have some big goal in life, it's not like i'm even smart. i've got this theory that people only care about their grades when they know they can do well. my sister studied for a's because she's a perfectionist. and she knew she could ace it. i'll leave the doing well to those with the smarts; i'll just focus on not killing myself.

i don't know what's wrong with me, but i haven't seen everyone in so long, i'm scared i'll start bawling when i see them. what are we gonna do all night? it's been so long.. we should never have to split. we were supposed to grow old together, right? siti's football team of children, christmases and chinese new years and june holidays together barbequeing. pushing each other into the pool. rubbing each others' arthritic backs. making fondue. kicking guys around. now look where we are. no wonder people hate growing up. sixteen was good. and yes, damnit, it was sweet.
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