Sunday, November 12, 2006


today's an antsy (not angsty, mind you!) day. one of those days where you just itch to go out, be out, do something wild and not give a damn about the consequences. a day where you play the piano too fast and too loud because your fingers are moving faster than your mind. i know i should study for econs - i've got 2 more days, and i've barely studied since the a's started (and not much before that because naturally i give myself more credit than i deserve regarding future discipline) - but somehow i just can't do it.

people give me funny looks when i say i want to go to nus, arts. well, i wouldn't say i want to, but that's my only option? yeah, everyone there's going to be all 'cooler-than-thou', but honestly i'd have to have terrible self-esteem to take them seriously. it's supposedly a dumping ground and all that, but where else am i to go? if i can't even get into fass, then - well. i'll go sell ice cream somewhere.

i dreamt of potato chips last night. 12 jumbo packets, all different flavours, in a huge pack. gourmet, too. but between results and chips, i'd rather dream of chips. i don't even want to dream of people anymore. it's too heartwrenching to wake up and re-realise that half my friends are overseas.
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